Fault in our stars

“There will come a time,” I said, “when all of us are dead. All of us. There will come a time when there are no human beings remaining to remember that anyone ever existed or that our species ever did anything. There will be no one left to remember Aristotle or Cleopatra, let alone you. Everything that we did and built and wrote and thought and discovered will be forgotten and all of this”—I gestured encompassingly—“will have been for naught. Maybe that time is coming soon and maybe it is millions of years away, but even if we survive the collapse of our sun, we will not survive forever. There was time before organisms experienced consciousness, and there will be time after. And if the inevitability of human oblivion worries you, I encourage you to ignore it. God knows that’s what everyone else does.”

Thirteen Reasons Why

Thirteen Reasons Why

by Jay Asher

*Yes, my dear listeners, Courtney is nice to whomever she comes in contact with or whomever she's talking to. And yet, ask yourselves--is it all a show?

*You have so little control over anything anymore. And at some point, the struggle becomes too much--too tiring--and you consider letting go. Allowing tragedy...or whatever...to happen.

*I guess that's the point of it all. No one knows for certain how much impact they have on the lives of other people. Oftentimes, we have no clue. Yet we push it just the same.

*I pretended not to notice him. Not because I had anything against him, but because my heart and my trust were in the process of collapsing. And that collapse created a vacuum in my chest. Like every nerve in my body was withering in, pulling away from my fingers and toes. Pulling back and disappearing.

*Sometimes we have thoughts that even we don't understand. Thoughts that aren't even true--that aren't really how we feel--but they're running through our heads anyway because they're interesting to think about.

*If my love were an ocean, there would be no more land.

If my love were a desert, you would see only sand.

If my love were a star--late at night, only light.

And if my love could grow wings, I'd be soaring in flight.

*They went on to call Earth a knocked-up gaseous alien needing an abortion.

This is the list:

1.  Justin (her first kiss)

2 and 3. Jessica and Alex (2 former friends)

4. Tyler (peeping Tom)

5. a liar
6. 

Ms. Candy.... :(

March 22, 2013 
06:30-06:50 Korean Time...

Me: Did EBy call you?

Ms. Candy: Yes.

Me: Really? Why?
Ms. Candy: Eby calls?

Me: Call.
Ms. Candy: Ahh, Mari... Ahh... change. Teacher change.

Me: April maybe. But when will you change your teacher? 
Ms. Candy: Mari, find... Chatting! 

She wrote something in Korean in the chat box:
선생님이사정이 있어서 그만두신다고 하였다
Then, I copied and pasted it in Google Translate then I did understand it.

Me: me? Leaving? Bye-bye? Oh yeah! That would be next week, Wednesday.
Ms. Candy: Why?
Me: Kunyang. (Just) I will rest. I will not come back.
Ms. Candy: Yes?

Me: You will have another teacher.
Ms. Candy: Oh, I cried.. huhu

Me: Weh? (Why?) Chincha? (Really?) Joking!

And oh my God! She's really crying! 

Finding Nemo Quotes

Finding Nemo Quotes

Bruce (the shark) : I am a nice shark, not a mindless eating machine. If I am to change this image, I must first change myself. Fish are friends, not food. 
 

This is Bruce the shark with Marlin and Dory.

Crush (the sea turtle) : Saw the whole thing, dude. First you were all like "whoa", and we were like "whoa", and you were like "whoa..." 

This is Crush the sea turtle (the big one) with Squirt (his son) , Marlin and Dory.

Marlin (at the jellyfish field) : So, we're cheating death now, that's what we're doing, and we're having fun at the same time, I can do this, just be careful... 

Dory (at the jellyfish field) : Yeah, be careful I don't make you cry when I win! 

Dory (at the jellyfish field) : Give it up old man, you can't fight evolution, I was built for speed! 

Dory (to the little jellyfish) : I shall call him "squishy" and he shall be mine and he shall be my "squishy"

Dory and Marlin's conversation going to the  dark side of the ocean to get the mask...

Dory: Hey there Mr. Grumpy Gills. When life gets you down, do you wanna know what you've gotta do?
Marlin: No, I don't wanna know.
Dory (singing) : Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming. What do we do? We swim, swim.
Marlin: Dory, no singing.
Dory (continuing) : Ha ha ha ha ho. I love to swim. When you want to swim, you want to swim. 

Marlin (to Dory) : No, of course I like you. It's because I like you I don't want to be with you. It's a complicated emotion.

Marlin (to Nemo's father's classmates) : Well, you can't hold on to them forever, can you?

Gill : No, I'm the one who should be sorry. I was so ready to get out, so ready to taste that ocean. I was willing to put you in harm's way to get there. Nothing should be worth that.

This is Gill talking to Nemo in the fish tank.

Dory (to Marlin when Marlin was about to give up in finding nemo) : No. No, you can't. ... STOP! Please don't go away. Please? No one's ever stuck with me for so long before. And if you leave... if you leave... I just, I remember things better with you. I do, look. P. Sherman, forty-two... forty-two... I remember it, I do. It's there. I know it is, because when I look at you, I can feel it. And-and I look at you, and I... and I'm home. Please... I don't want that to go away. I don't want to forget.

Dory and Marlin

Marlin (to Crush) : How do you know if they're ready?
Crush (to Marlin) : Well, you never really know, but when they know, you know, y'know?

My student...Irene!

 March 18, 2013

Me: I will miss you.
Irene: Why?
Me: Kunyang (Korean for just). Nothing...
Irene: Why? You go out?
Me: Later after class. 
Irene: Aaahhh.... Ah, teacher! Teacher, will go? Go out EBy, March, April, May?
Me: March!
Irene: (dropped her jaw)
Me: Hey?!
Irene: Really? When? When?
Me: EBy will tell you.
Irene: You know when? Do you know date?
Me: Of course!
Irene: Ahhh... When? Tell me please.
Me: 27!
Irene: 9 days.
Me: 7 days left. 
Irene: Oh my God! Why?
Me: You will have a new teacher on April.
Irene: Why you go out EBy? Oh, why?
Me: Kunyang.. 
Irene: Tell me, why you will go out? Why?
Me: Because I will go home! Haha! Nah, just kidding.. Kunyang!
Irene: Oh my God.
Me: So April, May, June... So for 3 months, you will have a new teacher! 
Irene: And? Next?
Me: What do you mean next?
Irene: April, May June?
Me: Because your contract would end on June 3.
Irene: Ahh.. teacher! Bembum (Korean)
Me: What? What's lembum?

Irene: Thinking breaking!
Me: Why?

Irene: I will kakaotalk for you!
Me: When?

Irene: Anytime!
Me: Okay, I will not erase my kakaotalk. 

Irene: Oh teacher! 
Me: Don't worry, we still have 7 days left.
Irene: Ahh,
Me: On March 27, that would be my last day. So that would be our last day too!

Irene: Awwww!!! No!
Me: Bye bye Irene!

Irene: No!
Me: Well, anyway, don't worry, we'll still see each other still tomorrow. Bye!

Irene: Bye!

Aww.. I'm really gonna miss her. We're like friends. We can talk about anything under the sun. Aigoo! And they're really sad, too! :(

Angelaaaaa!!

March 11, 2013

She was already crying when I logged in. 

Angela: Why don't you do class?

Me: Huh? I'm doing the class.

Angela: No, not today.

Me: No class today?

Angela: No.

Me: What?

Angela: Why you don't... out?

Me: Me? Out? Bye bye?

Angela: Yes.

Me: When?

Angela: 27.

Me: Again?

Angela: 27.

Me: Teacher no class. Teacher on holiday... forever! Don't cry. We still have 2 weeks to go.

Angela: Yes.

Me: Is that the reason why you're cying?

Angela: You.. bye bye.

Me: On 27. Not today.

Angela: Yes, I know. My mom said.

Me: Did Eby call your mom?

Angela: Why you bye bye EBy? 2:59

Me: Because I have to. I will go another place.In another place, no EBY.

Angela: Yes

Me: But you don't have to worry because after me, another teacher will be very very nice.

Angela: No. (She started crying again)

Me: Don't cry please.. Maybe, another teacher.. very very pretty. Prettier than teacher.

Angela: No.

March 13, 2013

Angela: Teacher, the 31th, my birthday. 
Me: Oh no, I will not be here on your birthday
Angela: It's okay. 
Me: Maybe when you grow up, we....

Angela: Teacher! When is your birthday?
Me: My birthday is on 7/11.
Angela: Oh no!

Then I interrupted her and told her to continue with the lesson.

Me: Okay now, what is this?
Angela: It's a cow.And she started crying again! :(
Me: Oh, are you crying again? Why?
Angela: But your birthday...
Me: Why?
Angela: I want me and you. 
Me: What?
Angela: I want me and you on your birthday. 

"Patch Adams" Quotes

Patch Adams

-You're focusing in the problem. If you're focusing on the problem, you can't see the solution. Never focus on the problem.

-See what no one else sees, See what everyone chooses not to see... out of fear, conformity of laziness. See the whole world anew each day. 

Poems

My love

I love you since I met you

You hate me since then

I'm just asking for attention

But you never look back

I'm not asking for something 

Just allow me to love you 

The way I'm doing

In-love with you

I promise not to love someone

because I'm not ready yet

Then you came into my life 

And all has change 

I left my promise untrue

Cause I can;t keep the secret 

That I'm in-love with you

Before I felt

Never before I felt this way

There's a deep dark secret to say

I know my heart is only for you

And I know it's true

From an angel, he said

He was chosen for me

Deep Inside

I may not be so serious as you see in my actions

I may not say "I love you" as you expect me to say

You may not feel my gentle touch when you louch

You may not hear the thing I said about you

But my heart shouts with joy every time I see you

Cause love is not to say just "I love you"

Or to love is just now to hold you so close

Love is shown in mysterious ways 

You may thought that I don't care for you

You may thought that I don't love you

But this I know, I know for sure

That deep inside my heart

I really do love you

Fake Glare

Every time I wake up, all I wish is to see you

To comfort you, I will kiss you dearly

To be right there beside you so I can see you clearly

I love you with all my heart and soul

And I really love you so

You're close yet so far

You're in-love but not with me

What can I do?

I can't let you go?

Anything for love

Never in my life have I felt this way
Since the moment, I saw you that very day
I wouldn't ask for anything
Just understand what I am saying

You are the one that I adore
And I wouldn't ask for anything more
How I wish that I could always be with you
And there's nothing more, I wouldn't do

Realizing Love

Every time I look at you
I feel so strange
As if there is something new
And that it will change

I can't explain why
Or how I feel inside
As I look into your eyes
There's the feeling I can't hide

And yet I realized
That it was love
Wanting to burst out
And will give you everything I love

Bind of my love

I am thinking every time of what I will do
For this brain of mine, to clear its thoughts of you
For the moment I think, there is this feeling
That I'm gonna sink
From the very place I am standing 
I want this feeling to stop
But I just can't get you out 
Because all of my love for you I will bind

I did it myself. Sorry about these poems.. Haha! So lame....

The Hunger Games quotes

Hunger games

by: Stephanie Collins

- I learned to hold my tongue and to turn my features into an different mask so that no one could ever read my mind or thoughts. 

That's how I feel now, trying to remember how to breathe, unable to speak, totally stunned as the name bounce around the inside of my skull.

-Prim forgave her, but I had taken a step back from my mother, put up myself to protect myself from needing her and nothing was ever the same between us again.

-If I'm going to cry, now is the time to do it. By morning, I'll be able to wash the damage done by the tears from my face. But no tears come. I'm too tired or too numb to cry. The only thing I feel is a desire to be somewhere else. So I let the train rock me into oblivion. 

-And then he gives me a smile that seems so genuinely sweet with just the right touch if shyness that unexpected warmth rushes through me. 

-I call him my friend but in the last year, it's seemed too casual a words for what Gale is to me. A pang of longing shoots through my chest. If only he was with me now.

-For there to be betrayal, there would have had to been trust first

-Star crossed lovers desperate to get home together. two hearts beating as one. Romance.

Katniss's song for Rue

Quotes you can live by...

- Saying "I love you" is a major decision in one's life

These words should be kept in your heart 'til you're ready to commit 

to fight for that feeling

and to stand by those words forever

-Scientifically, a person's heart beats twice in a single beat

lub-dub

Figuratively, it beats for itself and for the other person

Maybe, that's why the doctor's claim a third beat is abnormal

See? No space for third party!

-Men say women always have paranoia attacks

But I say...

Women's instincts never fail 

It may not mean the exact whole thing about their men's thing

But surely, it means something

-Silence is a kind of therapeutic communication

But sometimes, it turns out to be non-therapeutic

Because in your silence, someone's feeling neglected

The Last Song

The Last Song

-By Nicholas Sparks

-I don't have too many lectures left in my time card

-Love is fragile and we're not always its best caretakers. We just meddle it through it into the best we can and hope that this fragile thing survives against all odds

-I'm having my PMS syndrome.. Y'know what that means? it's Pissed-at-Men Syndrome

-I like you more than a lot

-Truth only means something when it's hard to admit! Don't you get that? 

-Sometimes you have to be apart from the people you love, but that doesn't make you love them any less. Sometimes it makes you love them more. 

-We're not perfect. Any of us. We make mistakes, we screw up but then we forgive and move forward. 

-It's not. This is just another... another part of our terrific summer. Not one of the better parts I admit.