waaa!!! i’m such an idiot!!!!

have you ever experienced looking or knowing something which might really hurt you the most? why do people really try to hurt themselves?  and the sad part of it is that i am one of those silly person who actually tend and really hurt themselves by knowing, looking or even literally hurting themselves with sharp objects. because i was once an emo. and i will never forget that! how foolish am i! but that’s not what am i pointing to. here’s the story…..

i am fond of looking and reading comments of different people whom i have interests too, like a crush. i know it's too bad because i know i am invading someone’s privacy. though i really do know its a bad thing, still i cant stop it until i had read this comment from one of my friend’s friend. just a little info about my friend is a male whom i already mentioned him on my latest blog which is the “a day so amazing”. i cant really think of something that i could possibly remember why should i e affected of what i have read yesterday but surely it was really a bad idea to read that! and to the fact that i think he just played me on his games..

thats the worst thing i had ever experienced. and from now on i will never read anyone’s comment ever again!! never!! and still i am sacrificing what i have done till now!!!!!!!!

-created June 7, 2009-